休士頓很熱,明明已經十一月卻有如紐約的夏天。

 

有人問:凌晨千辛萬苦飛到休士頓,搬桌椅抬沙發,東跑西轉幾乎不得閒,結束後馬上得趕回來,這麼辛苦為何?我想很多追星族為了一睹心目中的大明星,應該曾做出更大的犧牲,做過更奇怪的事。相較之下自己只是兩天沒碰電腦,少睡幾小時,花一點小錢能見到大師,這樣其實滿值得。

 

原本以為機會難得,全美的青年們應該都會出席,沒想到來的不多,可能大家普遍認為這是佛光會「大人的活動」吧?只要能見到大師,何必在乎呢?

 

大師很慈悲,開示很風趣,許多問題感覺很簡單易答,但大師講出來就是不一樣,尤其當大師說到:「學佛不就是我們的目標嗎?」不錯!丈夫自有沖天志,不向如來行處行。大師要我們說:「我是佛」。成佛做祖,捨我其誰?

 

陞座典禮末了,我們被安排在台前表演Harmonize手語,前晚與Dallas青年們努力練習,正是展現成果的時機,誰知現場一片混亂,各方貴賓信徒紛紛擁向台前,忽然見到容師父打手勢信號,我們便順勢便站上講台,心裡強自按捺著震撼,在大師兩旁隨著音樂比著,尤其當大師轉身準備自己下座稍微晃一下時,我們不約而同地伸手準備隨時攙扶,然而旁侍的法師以上乘輕功後發先至,帶著大師從身前經過。這是我們最接近大師的一次,值得紀念,當時除了默默祝福大師身體安康,也期許自己有為教奉獻的熱忱,希望青年們能讓大師引以為傲。

houston 2009 


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So another Halloween passed and I feel there's less kids going trick-or-treat around the neighborhood. This year I met an unhappy little boy. He had a grumpy face and say "trick-or-treat!" with sort of angry tone. I was a bit shocked at first since I was wondering where's his holiday spirit. Perhaps he didn't want to go and was forced? That I'll never know. I hang over the basket and let him pick candy. He grab a handful and storm off. I hope he enjoy the holiday and the fun associated with it. After all, we spend all these money on custome, candy, and decoration for a day to have fun. If it's not fun then it lose its meaning, isn't it?

This year I spent some time on Halloween event again in World of Warcraft. The headless horseman make an appearance again in Azeroth. Scarlet Monastery graveyard is filled with eager adventurers searching for the rare mount and achievement hungry players to fullfill event achievements. The loot is ok for newly level 80 but for casual raider like me it's junk. And it's getting boring. I'm surprised to find myself tired of WoW. Maybe i'll spend my next Halloween in another place instead of Azeroth.smgrave


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隨身已久的念珠,忽然斷了。

當時身處特別的時機地點,一度以為「大事不妙」或「禍難臨頭」,所幸事情圓滿解決,算是不幸中之大幸。也許,佛陀想偷偷告訴我,有念有保佑,貼身的佛珠替我應了一劫。﹝等等,這一劫好像跟我也沒有直接關係呵呵~﹞

一年?兩年?三年?四年?試著翻查過往的新聞紀錄,卻沒有找到相關的文章照片。當年星雲大師親臨紐約,甘露灌頂三皈五戒,也是歷經波折,幾番商量之下,終於能擠在走道旁小小的一塊空地,雖然沒有拜墊經本,至少能一睹大師風采,長跪皈依三寶,複受五戒。這一串與戒子結緣的念珠,是身處海外的我們與大師唯一的連繫,睹物思人,起初還不敢佩帶,恭恭敬敬地供在佛像前,爾後繫在腕間多年的佛珠斷了,心想:也許該是使用它的時候。

十八顆念珠,通常指六根:眼、耳、鼻、舌、身、意各有苦、樂、捨三受。這些年來,沒有什麼定課,不若老菩薩們精進持咒,或持大悲咒或持往生咒,日持千咒有之,日誦萬遍佛號有之,我比較偷懶,偶爾想到會做,地鐵上也念,公車上也轉,搭乘電梯閒時也動,無聊時也撥撥念念,珠子早已失去原本的光澤。湛深的褐色,宛如千年古木所做,不知情者還以為我高價購買百年神木所造念珠。

若問木珠值幾何?藉彼修法謂無價。小小一串,妙用無窮。每每憶起「這是大師給的」,便會提起正念,提醒自己要修持淨戒,牢記大師所說:對自己能不忘初心,對好事做不請之友,對朋友肯不念舊惡,對社會懂不變隨緣。以有形之環,護無形之戒體,如此珍貴,豈是千金可買?

這串意義非凡的佛珠,希望能接上修好,繼續協助我,日益精進。

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A cup of tea resolves everything, but please don't bring me hot water with leaves!

Another failed attempt for afternoon tea makes me wonder if our coffee/tea brewing machine is too old. Of course, our company uses products from Keuring which provide many different brands of tea and coffee. All I have to do is put the tiny "K-cups" into the brewing machine and watch it go. Few seconds later, a hot tea or coffee will be presented automatically. Sounds simple, easy, and fool proof, isn't it?

Unfortunately, this instant method often makes a mess. I never try the coffee but I notice whenever I want to make some tea from the brewing machine, most of time the tea had some fine cut tea leaves floating in the cup. Sometimes it'll even cover up the cup. It's as if someone prepared tea and dump leaves in it. Now who would want to drink THAT?

With all the supposedly "ideal brewing environment", the "ideal pressure", the "ideal pre-heated water" a brewing machine provides, in my opinion nothing beats the good old tea bag. It's just as fast and I can control the concentration with the control of time and dips of tea bag. Of course, nothing beats the good old fashion regular tea leaves. It requires patience, but it's worth the wait. Nothing provides more joy than seeing those tea leaves absorb hot water and slowly expand. It's as if all of today's troubles were absorbed and vaporized with the aroma of the tea.

Did I mention the health benefit of tea?

http://www.keurig.com/
tea 

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sleepy 

又過了一個沒有意義的上午。雜七雜八的事情做一做,很快就是午餐時間,不禁懷疑之前的幾個小時是否真正存在過。人的一生是否也是如此?一分一秒從手指間流逝,等到抬起頭來,才驚覺寶貴的生命被虛耗,換來的只是幾張可供溫飽的鈔票。

以前用英文寫過一篇閒話發發牢騷,這次用中文舊題重寫,如果我每一回遇到這種事情都用不同的語言紀錄,想必已成為翻譯高手吧?沒辦法,蠢病無藥醫,唯有多學習。呂布之強,在於久經戰爭磨練;軍師之強,在於臨陣學習應變。若不虛心求教,只能當庸才廢將吧!

今天介紹的庸才廢將叫做電腦白痴。請別誤會,天下間不懂電腦的人很多,但聞道有先後,術業有專攻,不懂可以問,不會可以學,或者請教專家,讓學有所成的人來解決,偏偏有一種人是既不會、又不學、不耐煩,對專家又不信任,然後又沒時間,要求問題馬上解決,這種「四不一沒有」的異類,稱為「電腦白痴」。尤有甚者,既不信任又自以為是,穎指氣使,妄自猜測,可稱「電腦白痴中的白痴」。

九月十四日上午,桌上的電話便被幾個電腦白痴佔線了,其實僅僅花一分鐘便已經聽出癥結所在,馬上便想到幾個可行的測試方案,能縮小範圍找出問題,偏偏話筒彼端不斷地抱怨從以前到現在所有一切的麻煩,完全跟眼前問題無關,一再強調這非常重要,要求馬上把自己之前形容成破銅爛鐵的電腦修好。

白痴二號更厲害,末了還直接「教」怎麼修理,長篇大論地解釋這個問題是由於什麼什麼所引起的,必須要做這樣那樣的步驟。當我提出另一種想法,指出以上三十分鐘言論完全與事實不符合,白痴二號立刻斬釘截鐵地論斷一定如此,甚至大發雷霆好像沒有人相信她的電腦有問題一樣。冤枉啊~我相信妳的電腦有問題,因為妳的腦袋有問題,所以電腦才會被用壞嘛~

沒有意義的上午,用七百字一小時紀錄,希望,下次會更短。


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power station 

昨晚,一如往常,又在電腦前面做些雜事。

 

其實是些雜七雜八的蠢事,譬如一邊不專心地玩魔獸世界,一邊聽歌,一邊掛在FACEBOOK上,甚至還一邊上網看些文章,(當然沒有在ULDAR RAID之類的,不然隊裡的朋友應該會氣到抓狂)

 

點著點著綺貞老師的歌,突然靈光一現,好似想到什麼驚天動地的絕世奇秘,卻抓不著頭緒,隱隱約約覺得與自己有關,卻不知深夜想起的重要人生片段是什麼。

 

忽然,腦海中響起了一首歌的旋律。

 

一首久已遺忘的歌,動力火車唱的「除了愛你還能愛誰」。

 

想起這首歌,並非深夜懷念起什麼曾經那失落破碎的戀情,純粹是一下子想起這首歌,好像有一次晚上,腦裡一直盤旋著幾首兒歌,不唱不快,凌晨三點在YOUTUBE上找兒歌,研究怎麼唱「無敵鐵金剛」。

 

或許,它背後隱藏著國中的回憶。

 

國中時候,班上就是有個自命不凡的人,有事沒事愛唱動力火車的歌,尤其常趁早自習時莫名其妙開始唱起來,看著他五音不全卻自我陶醉的模樣,我們總是搖搖頭,雖然認為這是件蠢事,但每個人都會放下手中的書本,甚至模仿他深情款款的樣子,讓他唱完,或者唱到破音,一齊大笑。

 

想想覺得奇妙,明明是略帶感傷的歌曲,卻成為搏得掌聲的笑點。

 

曾幾何時,我們領悟歌詞所訴説的淚水,不再天真地隨著歌聲搖擺。如果,現在,我們再次唱起這首歌,誰還笑得出呢?

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So I was extremely bored on Wednesday 8/19. Therefore I decided to go to Movie Theater and watch some movie. Unfortunately Star Trek was no longer showing and I wasn’t in the usual mood for some horror. Out of boredom I picked to watch G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra.

No, I am not a true G.I. Joe fan. I mean, I heard of it. There used to be a cartoon show in Taiwan about G.I. Joe. And I’ve seen their toy franchise in the toy store from time to time. They also have pretty big advertisement whenever a new line of toy came out. But that’s all I know about the franchise. Heck, I didn’t even know which Ninja is the bad guy. (I kept thinking the ninja dress with black robe is the bad guy.)

So enough about me! This movie is about G.I. Joe and some action. Yes the plot isn’t that great. In fact I’d even go to the point and say the plot of movie is horrible. There are many scenes where the character has memory flash back which provides their background story. However, the transition is very poor. There should be a better way to link their past to their present, yet this movie used the cheapest way to show audience why he became evil, why she got heartbroken, what’s the deal with those two…etc.

Another bad part about this movie is the Baroness. I always enjoy a movie where there’s an evil women. I said evil, but not bitchy. There’s a difference. If you recall the 007 movie “The World if Not Enough”, the main villain in the movie turned out to be working for Elektra King, which was portrayed by Sophie Marceau. Now one must admit that you NEVER saw that coming. And that’s the best part I like about that movie. Nowadays villains are all male who want world domination. How many movies you saw is about a smart, beautiful, and powerful women want to control the world? The Baroness in G.I. Joe: Rise of the Cobra showed promise at the beginning of the movie. She kick ass, she has the brain, and she toy with man like they’re her little puppets. It looks like she’s getting closer to her goal. I wouldn’t be surprised if she backstabs the Cobra commander dude and that pompous French arms dealer. Then she turned out to be the real mastermind behind the whole scheme. That’d be cool! Unfortunately, the movie took the traditional approach and killed my anticipation. It turned out the Baroness was being controlled by nano-robot and her actions were against her free will. BOOOOOooooo~

In short, if you’re a fan of G.I. Joe, or if you just want to enjoy a movie with lots of action, go for it. You will definitely see a lot of high tech gadget, explosion, and some kungfu fighting.

GI Joe Baroness


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剛剛將2006年開始使用FACEBOOK以來所有的文章加以篩選,轉貼至新的PIXNET部落格,僅花了短短的三十分鐘,感覺很奇妙,好像這兩年多的時間,都濃縮在半個小時的刪訂中,沒想到情況遠比2006年神州社團聚所預估的更糟,與飛揚的年少相比,真正提筆時間大幅縮水,或者所書所記欠缺價值不值一提,這樣的結果,自己是否滿意?換一個角度,也許可以很自豪的說:《紐約佛光世紀》,月月有供稿,幾乎每期都有字跡。(感覺很心虛)

十年前的自己,計劃著26歲的人生,是否曾經預料到這種情況?

最近稍微整理硬碟內的資料,在三個不同的硬碟裡東找西翻,挖出許多以前寫的東西,忽然覺得:我真是崇拜我自己。精確一點說:我真是崇拜「十五歲的我」。筆下劍氣縱橫,又言之有物,時時一針見血,猶如小李飛刀一擊必中,在同儕間侃侃而談,月旦文章,臧否人物,那時每日至少可寫出幾千字,回覆十幾個話題,如果有時光機,真想回到過去,重新認識以前的自己。

也許那就是年輕的本錢,潛力代表無限的可能。

但是青春不足以讓我們揮霍,萬一沒有將時間兌換成等值的進步,白了少年頭空悲切,那是沒辦法「開始新遊戲」,重頭再來,只能以低低的等級,爛爛的裝備,在一關一關的魔王面前被吞噬、消失。

二十六歲的我,與十五歲的自己,所差者並不只是年齡,一路走來,其實失去了許多,卻也得到了許多。希望,兩三年後回頭看看這個部落格,檢視字裡行間,能夠驕傲地崇拜自己的成長,自負地點點頭,寫下:「無憾」。

 


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雖然欠了一些稿,與青年有約的新聞現在已經變成舊聞,日本行的兩頁報告也還沒寫,但是走了兩天,有些思緒在腦海中飄浮,驅使我提筆寫下來,也避免影響隔天上班工作效率,呵呵~

 

此次日本青年幹部會議,接觸到一個很耐人尋味的問題:如何定義「宗門思想」?這不僅關乎佛光青年的品牌形象建立,也與白象天馬金獅等幹部訓練有關,一個缺乏「宗門思想」的青年似乎不能算是佛光青年,但是如何才算是具有足夠的「宗門思想」?上幾小時的課?看幾本書?閱讀大師自傳?交一篇千字文、萬言書?

 

我認為,一個青年,即使將大師生平事紀倒背如流,佛光山上一磚一瓦如數家珍,如果沒有學習到大師人間佛教的性格,仍然欠缺宗門思想的薰陶。反過來說,就算不認識佛光山,但是具備「永不退票」的性格,有著「心甘情願」的認知,「皆大歡喜」地處事,堅信「有佛法就有辦法」,可以說他/她不是佛光人嗎?

 

時值八八水災,一位青年應該要有絲毫「我應該為災民做些什麼」的想法,或許持齋祈福,參加法會,募款捐獻,或者組織參與協助救災重建活動。如果自己什麼都不做,也不參與配合道場的救災活動,慈悲心在那裡?談什麼自覺行佛?化世益人?

 

做得夠不夠,只有自己能夠衡量,但是什麼都不做卻是大家見的到,人人可質疑的,我們有沒有向大師學習?是否具有人間佛教的性格?這才是評鑑宗門思想的標準。

 

推薦閱讀《往事百語》認識大師

 

http://www.fgs.org.tw/master/masterA/books/delectus/history/foreword.htm

 

 

colligraphy 

 

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 各位父老鄉親兄弟姊妹,沒錯!姚子又開一個部落格了。真是天公佑傻人,有拜有保佑,希望未來一年能和氣生財,週週定期出產精闢雋永的文章,讓大家增長智慧,邁向光明燦爛的未來,過著幸福美滿的人生。

 

好,廢話說盡,該說正經事:)

 

原本2008年初的計劃是:以鼎鼎大名,方便又快捷的「臉書」facebook為主,msn的部落格為輔,pchome新聞台集結,yahoo部落格和無名小站僅做為聯結,也就是說所有文章不論轉載的、原創的全部先在facebook發表,次將紐約青年團相關新聞和佛學類文章張貼pchome新聞台,最後於msn部落格保存日記與閒言自語。

 

問題是公司好死不死將msn部落格封鎖;pchome新聞台的帳號密碼因為改版升級,所以系統自動轉換,記憶一日不如一日的我頻頻忘記帳號名稱,已經不知道email客服中心n次;facebook雖然便利強大,卻過於簡單,沒有理想的音樂與圖片配置功能,尤其是連結性太強大了,部份同事其實也在上面,有一次偶然發點牢騷,同事半開玩笑地留言,提醒我小心別讓某某某見到了,卻也令我生起警覺,萬一真的留什麼東西被人看到,向大大大大大老闆告一狀,可能就要準備捲舖蓋,而自己已遠離隨時拍拍屁股走人的年紀,還是謹言慎行吧~

 

日本行後,越發覺得自己照相技術有待加強,也開始認真考慮之前經營部落格的想法,像聽雨那樣圖文並茂,略帶詩意地表達胸中塊壘確實不易,但是,姚子也到了該自我突破的時候。鏽劍自珍終一試,騰弟,這是你教我的,二哥現在邁出這一步,你呢?




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